I feel trapped in a cage of the ugliest tormeted flesh. I feel lost in a sea of tears. I'm not ever going to find a love. Who ever could love an ugly piece of flesh. Not even I could lve this beast. I look into a mirror and it splinters, shattering at my feet. Can I please just give up on this life? Hell is where I reside. My mouth feels heavy with the words I wish to free. I'm dying w/ every beat of a heart that should cease. I'm in fear and suffering as the words spoken to me cut me open like the sharpest knife. I fear I will always be alone. Is it to late to swallow the pills to cease all pains? Am I just to dead to be saved?
You're my guardian angel.... to help stop this bleeding pain... I love you