it feels like last year
i'm scared
but i'm pretty sure we'll get through this
i mean
i was negative before
and my mind keeps making me go down an abyss
but i should avoid that
right?
...
right?
sigh
being bored really triggers depression.
because its just you and you're thoughts
with some music.

i don't want it to end
i don't
i seriously don't
but it's all slowly falling apart.
why can't we just keep it together?
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