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The Worse Kind
This is a subject I very rarely think of; I've never met my father. My past love wanted me to write a letter to him, but I said no because I saw no point to it. When I first meet you my introductory will never include that I've never met my father simply because it is something that I don't often share. I don't think it's important and I've never used it as a handicap as so many do. But I've finally decided to write that letter here and maybe writer it out and bury it or something.

Tell me the truth, tell me what really happened. Before anything, I want you to realize that I expect and want nothing, I just want the story. I know you were at my birth and I know you've known my name for years. I was yours, did you ever think of me or what became of me afterwards? I've thought once or twice what would of happened if we became a family. Just tell me the truth, I'm not going to judge.


Wicked Alyce
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  • User Comments: [1]
    I've always felt like children should know both parents. I know we aren't 'children' anymore but you know what I mean. You should know where you come from. I came from a drug smuggler and an outlaw. I don't want to become either. I had a friend a long time ago whose mother had been raped by his father. That was how he had been conceived, not inlove, but in rape. He hated himself so much but he was a beautiful person. I loved listening to him talk about his thoughts. They were beautiful. He should have wrote lyrics or stories. He would have made millions. But he went to be a counselor at a school, he also started a group to help deal with drug addictions and rape and anyone could come and listen to his group speak. It was nice to see someone that hated himself so much go on in life and help others and be so strong. Even now, I know if you had a child I know you wouldn't leave it or run away from the responsibility but I wonder if it would change you? Change what you want to do with your life? Maybe you would want to become a counselor for men who have children that don't want to take care of them? Or maybe a counselor for young men living without a father? Or for young men that live with a step father that both verbally and physically abuses them? I've never wanted to change you in any way I just had a thought that maybe if you heard from him it would change things for you? Make life easier. But you said you rarely think of it so maybe it wouldn't. Just a thought.

    comment Kitty x Bones · Community Member · Fri Mar 22, 2013 @ 08:33pm
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