Change of Direction
I um... the past few weeks I've been thinking a lot. Ive been thinking about my girlfriend, my life, what I'm going to do, what I want to do... what I cant do. I feel that I dont have anything to look forward to but at the same theres part of me that has hope. So I try to be positive but all Ive been doing is bottling the negative emotions. I need to change myself just a little. I have a lot to be grateful for. I have great friends, supportive family, and someone that actually cares about me. I'm not that used to it and I think thats my problem. Writing helps me a lot so I think instead of trying to talk about it Im going to write it here and if yall want to read it ya can. I want to have good times with the ones I love and not bring them down with my problems. Basically what I'm trying to say is that I need to be happy, stop dwelling on the past, and look forward to the future. I'm going to be better and more happy for all of you that have been so good to me.