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This is my Gaia Journal, also known as a diary where you can get to know who I am through these posts. These are personal, but not all my problems.
This survey is so you can get to know who I am.~ ^-^ Let's get started!~


1. How do you define honesty?

When someone is "honest" it shows who they are, for the true person they are. I define honesty as, "to not hurt, lie, deceit".


2. What is your biggest fear or worry?

I have several. I suffer from anxiety so I get overwhelmed over everything. The biggest fear I have is failing my friends/family. I also fear failing myself.


3. What is the main thing that makes you unique?

I am honest, it's rare to find that in a person, but I am also unique because I get told that I am a female version of "The Mad Hatter". I don't mind being a little 'crazy' or 'insane'. I guess if you really want to know what makes me unique? I am understanding and care enough to listen to people.


4. What places have you visited in the World?

It depends if you consider touching down in a place to transfer planes or not:

Oregon (live here)
Washington
California
Louisiana
Mississippi
Texas (landed in for 1 hour)
Colorado (landed in for 1 hour)


5. Have you ever lied to someone?

Yes I have, but I got very emotionally, physically ill from it. I cannot lie to people I care for.


6. What is the oldest item you own?

Oldest item I own? This could mean many things, such as the old antiques I own, or oldest toy I own, etc. I guess the oldest item I own is a basket on my desk upstairs that holds a bunch of yarn dad got me when I was 18 thinking I'd love to learn to knit (I had a phase), and it was fun but I got so confused with it and it cramped up my wrist.


7. Did you ever have a favorite subject in school, if so explain what, and why?

Human & Animal Science / Biology, I also enjoyed art. I loved my Human & Animal science because it taught about cells, anatomy, how things function. It was one of the many reasons I stayed in school for as long as I did. Art was another huge factor into why I love anatomy. As for middle school, I adored having Art, Wood/Workshop, & Home-Economics.


8. How do you explain love to someone whose never loved or felt love before?

The way they look at you, the colors in life are vibrant such as shades of red (not grey, ha..), how they make you feel at ease without bitterness or being uncomfortable. It's the way they hold your hand, or even just the way they listen without hesitation you know you can confine in this person.


9. Do you like your name?

I am starting to like it. I think everyone I have ever met doesn't like their own name except 1 ex of mine actually liked his name. So I guess that's a good thing? I don't like my name on me as much but I don't mind it on others.


10. Have you been told you are like an animal/mammal? If so which?

I've been compared to a cat for my love of sleep, and a panda because I love eating bamboo in ramen, a dolphin for my love of swimming in a pool/ocean/lake/body of water and that I am extremely happy. I also got called a unicorn by my friend other night, "You're a majestic, beautiful creature!" xD;


11. What is your favorite feature on yourself?

My eyes. They change color. One day they are hazel, next it will be blue grey.


12. Name 3 things you enjoy on a daily basis?

Working out (I love, LOVE working out, it's my job.)
Getting online (talking to friends, focusing on my work etc)
Food, need I say more? (this includes drinking water, etc)


13. What is your greatest strength?

I am very honest, up front and brutal.


14. What is your worst weakness?

I care way too much, you may think it's a good thing but its not. Same with my anxiety.


15. Do you have a job and if so, do you like your job?

I adore my job. I am a fitness coach, and I don't get paid unless I make commission but its still a job and I get to help people reach goals as well as reach for my own. ^-^


16. Is your favorite time the past, present or the future?

I honestly have no idea, I am learning more and hoping I can imply it for my future. The past has been horrible to me, and present? I am currently sick so I think the favorite time frame? I must say the future. Looking forward to a good future.


17. Where do you see yourself in 20 years?

Hopefully married to my dream partner with children in a wonderful small (or big) house. Living peacefully and happy.


18. Who is the one person that helped to make you who you are today?

Outside of my family I'd have to say one of my ex's. They always told me it was okay to speak my mind and that if I didn't then I would never be able to put my foot down and be strong enough. So I put my foot down, we aren't together but the person showed me it's okay to be myself, strong and powerful.


19. Are you like your parents or different? How?

I believe I am different but the same. I have my mothers worries, anxiety, OCD on somethings. I have my dads OCD, determination, and drive. I believe in fighting for something verses being quiet and keeping to myself. I live my life to the fullest and they have I am sure.


20. Describe a time you got into trouble.

When I was younger I got into trouble for throwing the TV remote and breaking it. I also got in trouble for kicking a hole in the wall of our old duplex when I was 13. I was very uh-- bitter growing up due to personal issues.


21. What do you do when you first wake up?

Stretch, check my cellphone, reply to text messages, check my business facebook and maybe lay there still, meditate, be thankful for everything I've been given.


22. Do you play an instrument?

Yes & No. I own a keyboard and I know how to play it because of the lights under the keys which I have remembered some of them. I haven't remembered which keys are what for the scale, if I knew, I'd learn how to play music more often but often than not, I play by ear.


23. Worst lie you've ever got told?

Let's just say, someone I fell in love with on here faked his death. Want to know more..? Just ask.


24. What is your greatest regret?

My ex who lied to me about who they truly were, not to mention chose me over things that could kill them.


25. How would you describe standing on a beach looking at the ocean?

The golden sand below you a calming shade to the eyes, almost a faint peach tan. The smell of tropical fruits rests upon the air as it blows through your hair, along your clothing, the pure and clear crystal aquamarine water mixed with a small shade of pastel green runs softly along the shore with white foam hitting the sand. You can relax knowing that the ocean is at peace when the sun is out and the tide is low. The palm trees cast a beautiful reflection upon the water, and its shadow on the sand.


26. What is your favorite outfit to wear?

I don't really have a "favorite" right now sine I am losing weight but I guess my workout clothing? ^-^


27. What is one food that you will not eat?

Deer, I hear it's "good" but I refuse to eat it. I cannot eat a dear and not help but think of a poor baby fawn. I adore deer so much and when people kill, mount animals or even hunt? I get psychically ill. I try not to think about poor animals dying when they go to get killed, processed, etc.


28. When you travel away from home, do you miss it?

Yes and no. I love getting away from the house and not having to deal with family issues if my family and I have been having little arguments / bickering, etc. and yes because I love my parents, they mean the world to me. I love living in the state of Oregon to. I been here my whole life.


29. Reflect on the characteristics of your best friend. What makes him or her so special?

He listens. He gives amazing hugs. He cheers me up. He helps me realize that everything will be okay.


30. Has anyone close to you passed away?

Outside of family? 2 of my friends. It was nice to know them while they were alive.~ ; u ; RIP Angels~


31. What is your favorite thing to eat?

Pasta! I adore PASTA! Anyone that knows me can tell you I cannot ever get enough of pasta. I love it because to me it's a blank canvas where you can do different sauces, etc.


32. If you could pick any career, what would you want to be?

I'd love to help people express themselves in art, working out and meditation. Even find inner peace and relaxation with photography.


33. How do you show your love for others?

I show others I love them by being there as a friend, listening. I am here always.


34. What is the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you?

I honestly have had so many nice things done to me and can't recall them all. I am very thankful for everything that everyone has ever done to me wither it's nice or not. I learn.


35. If you could become anyones friend that you want, who would you choose?

I am very happy being best friends with who I am best friends with, however it'd be awesome being best friends with Ellen DeGeneres.


36. Are you the type of person with lots of friends or just a few close ones?

I have a lot of online friends but truthfully I am close to only a few, I have only 2-3 good friends in real life.


37. What is one quality you admire most in others?

The personality.


38. Do you prefer to be with those who are younger or older than you are?

Older that act younger. I enjoy older for knowing when it's a good time to act mature, is mature and has more experience than someone who is younger and might act like a "know-it-all". ^-^;


39. If you had to choose to be blind or deaf, which one would you pick?

I rather be blind. I need my hearing for everything. I like being able to see but it's important to hear.


40. What is your favorite outside activity?

Water Balloon fighting (scared of balloon unless filled with water, weird right?), or snowball fighting. Other outdoor sports I enjoy too. ^-^


41. Who is one friend from your past you want to reconnect with?

There is one person but I rather not mention, I don't really regret cutting them out of my life.


42. What was one of the best memories you ever had?

Going to Louisiana or California. Enough said. If you want to know more, ask.


43. Describe an activity that you think is truly romantic.

Painting, or anything artistic. Anything you do together is so worth it.


44. If you were to write a love note to your sweetheart, what would it say?

Dear ______,

I want you to know how fantastic you are, you fill my life up with so much light and color. I can't wait till I hear from you again. You've made me one of the happiest people on the Earth. I am sure a lot of people tell you that you are fantastic, but you are. You've kept me smiling even when I felt I couldn't anymore.

Sincerly, Heather.


45. When you are in trouble, whom do you call for help?

GHOSTBUSTERS! (kidding, I need to watch that movie). My parents or friends.


46. Who are the people you love the most?

Abe, Jessica, Warren, Kimberly, Klaus, Marie, all of my other friends and family.


47. If you could speak any language, what would it be and why?

Japanese. I used to take it but it was somewhat hard to learn, I'd love to learn again but be more fluent.
I'd love to speak it so I could move to Japan maybe, either that or learn Spanish. To me Spanish is a beautiful language. ^-^


48. If you had to pick one place in your town to bring a tourist, where would you go?

Oh common! Either Bend, or Portland.


49. Do you drink alcohol, and if so, favorite drink?

White Russian, Whiskey Sour, Hand Grenade, and few others... I love alcohol obviously. x'D;


50. I'm done, are you happy you will let people know about yourself?

Of course! Thank you so much for making the list hun. I hope you have a fantastic super day all!

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Elrivena
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