i saw a comforting smile,it pulled me in, a soft touch that assured me
a warm hug that told me everything was going to be ok. it was a mask.
im used to being dragged through hell, escaping then falling for their tricks
im feel like im loosing a never ending war, im reliving a torturous death
where all my fears and doubts come out and slowly pick away at whats left.
and then finally Im dead im at peace. but i follow a false light
to what seems to be a heaven. i dont understand why something that looks
so much like an angel. can be so dark. anyways what im trying
to say is, dont trust the obvious Im tired of being lead on. told that
ill get though it. i wont. its like telling someone with cancer to get over it.
Im done. Im tired of pushing people away. of hurting the people i care for, i
made the mistake of hurting myself, of putting myself back in to the same situation.
Im Just tired..
· Fri Mar 15, 2013 @ 04:01am · 0 Comments