.:Brace yourself for a long rant:. journal entry 3.14.13 I'm kinda depress about that topic right now. I know it isn't easy to get a job, but the fact that I qualify but I need transportation and training kinda pisses me off. Although I do understand...I work with the mentally challenged, it's like babysitting someone's child. You can't just have anyone take care of anyone even if they don't appear to be bad. I had a fingerprint appointment today and since I'm too ********' lazy to travel cross country to stamp my fingers and pay a lot a money for it I prefer to not go. I was unable to cancel my appointment though, sucks for them. "Is Kaki K. here?! Kaki K.?!?!" One major problem...my boss lady sir never called me back. I'm the one being hassled to turn in paperwork and no one provided me with a card so I can get my finger stamped on. *huge sigh* My morale decreased by 45% and I am not in the mood to be messed with. My head is pounding really bad due to the fact that I've been waking up early this week. Now I have to deal with uncle and his high and [********]' mighty attitude. He makes it seem as though I do ******** NOTHING for myself. Yeah I need to get my school schedule and classes straight. BUT FIRST I need to fix my life and everything surrounding me. He wants me to get scholarships and s**t...I don't plan to be in college for 2 years and switch to his uni for another 4...no, no thank you sir 2years is enough. For all I care I just want to get a full time job at a nearby place....I don't know why everyone is telling me to go into corporate and I have school and I...don't...care. I miss the gym(I got fat again)....I miss the gym(I got boobs)....I miss soccer...I miss football...I can't play football with the neighborhood kids.........They are the same ones that set the newspaper on fire in my driveway and rode off on their bikes as if I didn't have any sense to know where they lived smdh. Since ____ broke up with his slut of a girlfriend who still attends school, I'm pretty sure he moved like he said he wanted to do. Mum is getting her car back, thank you God. Stupid people doing stupid things while getting paid... Nationwide got raped and swallowed by Progressive so now they are playing dumb with everyone's money and telling who had insurance and who had not in the imaginary period time that they so called "paid attention" My computer is stupid. It just is. There is no fine line to define why it is, it is just so. Another thing I have to deal with. • this space is to explain the 5 minutes I wasted due to my computer freezing...no fixing this. • I'm questioning myself to see if I should bother trying to get this job. I'm interested and I know I would work hard but if I'm not going to be informed right about certain things just so I can get my damn training then there is no point in me wasting time and the money I don't have....along with gas.
Nygi · Thu Mar 14, 2013 @ 10:49pm · 0 Comments |