XxTwistedChildxX
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I walk around trying to pretend that everything is okay

Putting on a mask everyday

Trying to hide the pain away

Wandering in circles

Trying to find a way

To just run away

Wishing that things will never be the same

But no matter what

I always find myself in the same f***ing rut

Wishing i could disapear

Instead of constintly living in fear

Nothing can help

No one sees my pain

No matter what it will all end the same

Back where i started

Dead in my soul

And no where to go

There is only one escape i know

But it cant end that way

I wish there was another way

Instead of throwing everything away

But i just don't know

There is no where to go

Nothing to help put this pain to an end

If only....

If you could only understand

What its like

To be on the outside

And broken on the in

Having everyone looking down on you

When you just need someone to be your friend

Just lying in dispare

Grasping for air

Slowly drowning in misery

Wishing for an ending

Sadly finding none

Thank god no one trusts me with a gun

But im slowly climbing out

At a snails pace it seems

But with a shattered heart

And broken memories

........................