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My Future Plans Changed.
I don't know when, but some time along my life, I decided not to get married.
I didn't want a spouse. I didn't want kids. I didn't want a family.

I suppose I really did want to grow up alone. This past Saturday, though, I was alone.

My parents were out doing work, my brother at university, my sister volunteering at places. I was home that day with my cat.

Silence. There was so much of it.

My cat slept the WHOLE TIME.

It was so quiet, guys. I sang to myself. I sang songs I liked, sang songs I knew other people liked, sang my heart out.

I got tired of my voice.

I did some work. I ate quite a bit too. I spent the day doing pointless stuff.

Every minute felt like hours.

It was later in the day when I thought, "Will I be like this in the future?"

I still don't want to get married. I still don't want kids, or a family. You know what else I don't want?

I don't want to be alone.

How can I not be alone and stay single? I changed my future plans. I don't want to grow up alone. You know what I want?

A friend to grow up with.
A friend to age with.
A friend to die old with.

I'm going to start looking for my life-long friends! Wish me luck, dear readers. I hope to bring you guys good news soon.

Oh, I also wanted to add stuff about my uncle. I have several uncles, and all of them are married except one. It was that one uncle that made me believe a single life wasn't too bad. This summer, he's getting married.

I wish the best to him and his soon-to-be-wife and my soon-to-be aunt!

It seems like everyone is getting married nowadays. smilies/icon_sweatdrop.gif

Well anyways, today's lyrics are:
Take me with you
I will never let you down
I will love you now and forever

Guess the song title and the artist to get a reward? Best of luck, and see you later!

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