Rob, my gay best friend, said that I am happier when I am single.
For this one time, I actually agree with him.
I really am.
I really love Kyo, and I'm so glad that I have her in my life. Her kind words make me tear up with happiness, and it makes me know that I can go throughout my day. She has been my friend for so long, and honestly she's the greatest friend I've ever had. I can't wait until the day that we will be best friends and be able to hug and hear each other's voices and spend time in each other's company. It'll be so wonderful.~
On another note, I talked to Chance the other day.
It didn't go how I wanted it to go.
I was trying to be incredibly rude to him so he'd not want to talk to me. And he asked, "Why are you being this way? You were never this.. rude and a smart a** to me." "I'm doing it in the hopes that you see that I have changed into this, and you won't like it, so just go away." "It's actually doing the opposite, it's making me lo---" "Stop."
I told him I don't want to be his friend. I shouldn't be. I can't be.
He didn't take it well. He's a hell of a lot more hurt than I am.
I just want him out of my life.
Purple Sky Painter
· Sat Mar 02, 2013 @ 04:25pm · 0 Comments