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there was a time on the cruise that the teen club decided to have the dating game. we were paired up with you being my voice while kara was the special guest. i was either first or second out in the game which sucks razz . it was funny how joey decided to hug kara shirtless to freak her out. then you were up. i was thinking about joining that round, but was afraid you'd pick me. i do not know why, just was sweatdrop . you chose either gabriel or caleb, i forget it was either of the two. the game ended and everyone left, i walked you to your hallway. i told you i prefered to be the loyal, honest, and selfless to a degree person in any relationship. was embarrassed when you said you like that kind of guy, but i was happy when u said that. gave me a confidence boost i guess?

the last night of the cruise kara told me you liked me. i knew you thought highly of me, but that made me even happier. i wish i was able to express myself back then to you, regardless of if it worked or not. i would have been content just by letting you know.

you taught me something: sometimes age does not matter as long as the feeling between two people are genuine. if things happened differently i would have been true 2 myself and told you that i liked you.

it'll b years before i'll see you again, if im ever able to. there isnt a day that something doesnt remind me of you. songs, ideas, drawings/pictures brings my mind back to you. everday i wish we could be friends again. idky, but i see you in my head everytime "payphone" plays.

i wish you the best
- Wtphu

PS. i love you