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In The Shadows I Must Wait
Troubling thoughts, lost sentiments, hopeful desires, infamous plots, and forsaken illusions. Here is my mind.
Prom Night
April 13, 2013. Prom Night. A night of gala, filled with friendship, fun, festivities, and a hint of romance (considering the theme for our prom is Midnight in Paris). The planning seems to be going just fine. Prom fees are paid, our hotel room is reserved for that night (for my friends and I), my husband is my date to the event, but my prom dress is still a mystery for that night. There is less than two months for prom, which means that I must hurry to finish our arrangements.

I am debating about what color my dress should be and my only two choices are black and white. SInce the theme is Midnight in Paris, I want a dress that screams elegance. But considering the fact that my husband will be with me, I also want a dress that says... well, beautiful and dangerous, I guess you could say. (Not sexy. I consider it too vulgar of a word for my appearance.) Black would be my traditional color, flattering me in every way possible and keep me comfortable in my usual sort of attire.

But white would amaze everyone. I'd be a "showstopper" as they say. Everyone would expect me to wear black. No one would stop to consider the possibility of me ever wearing white. Besides that, I want to amaze him. I want to amaze him and stop his little heart the first moment he sees me in that dress just as I did when we first met. (Plus, he's a virgo. What better way to dress for your virgo than by wearing white?) But... I don't know if I would be at all comfortable with wearing that color. I've never enjoyed wearing it, especially with this idea of mine that says white is for the pure and innocent.

White is beautiful, but I hardly believe that it is a color for me. I am corrupted and far from innocent in certain aspects. But for once, would it be wrong to give this appearance to others? Perhaps I'm stuck on the idea of worrying what others would think. No. Definitely not that. I could never worry about what others think. No. This is.. a matter of my own view. Black or white? Tradition or exhibition? Hm. When I put it that way, tradition would sound better. This is conflicting me all too much. Perhaps I should just wait to see when I try on the dresses. Yes. That just might work.

What if I could find a white dress with black accents? Like the one I found months ago? Ugh, if only they had the dress in my size.

Act innocent. Don't BE innocent.

Romina Blackheart
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