I've been really depressed these last few days. Its not really a secret, but everyone seems to be avoiding asking me what my problem is. I just want to talk to someone, maybe. The only person I can somewhat open up to is my sister. Even then, she thinks I'm kind of nuts. It's still pretty hard to deal with.. And it's not like I'm not used to this kind of stuff, cos' I kind of am, I just really hate the kinds of thoughts I get when I get depressed. Just been thinking about a lot of things too, you know? Like, bad thoughts.. thoughts that, I really try to repress. And even when those things stick and I can't think of anything else, I just.. know that.. I wont go though with any of it.
I think I know what I want to do.. but I lack everything to actually accomplish it.
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