The more I try to tell myself that I don't want to leave, the closer I find myself to almost doing so. I need a break, from helping people... from everything.
You probably think it's selfish, I think so too.. I mean what right do I have to deny people of help when I'm always screaming for it silently myself? I don't, I have no right to do so.. So why do I want to so bad?
Ugh.. I dunno. This'll be a crappy, short post.
... I think I'm just lost anymore....