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smilies/wahmbulance.gif Warning: this is quite a bit personal and really scatterbrained smilies/wahmbulance.gif

That awkward moment when you realize you're falling for the one guy you seriously never thought you would.

I've known him for years now and I did have a crush on him freshman year but then we didn't have any classes together my sophomore year so he never really crossed my mind, and now this year he's in my lunch period so I see him every day.

Anyways, all of my friends are super mean to him over something that's stupid and really none of their business and it was really starting to piss me off.

So for valentines day I bought him a singing valentine at school to kinda cheer him up a bit since he seemed kinda sad when he thought no one would buy him one.

But the funny thing was that he was one of the guys who had to sing and my friend bought one for me and when he came in wearing a tux (might I add that he looked so handsome in it) and smiled at me my heart just started pounding like crazy and my face turned super ******** red and when he was singing to me I looked up at him and there was just a look in his eyes that I can't explain, I haven't been able to get him out of my head since and the sound of his voice singing pretty woman to me is still playing through my head. And I haven't been able to get him off my mind for a while emotion_smilies/icon_kirakira.gif

I've only felt like this towards someone once before and that was when I was falling for my ex boyfriend, and the only reason he is my ex is because he was always too scared to ever try and take our relationship just a little bit farther, but we are still friends now.

Anyways like every spare moment I have to myself I catch myself thinking about him, and smiling. My friend Enrique showed me the video of him singing to me on valentines day to me this morning and when I was watching it I started smiling and Enrique started laughing at me and pointed out that I was apparently also blushing.

When I like try to talk to him now I like stutter and like I get nervous which has not ever really happened before around him smilies/icon_sweatdrop.gif and honestly it didn't happen around my last boyfriend smilies/icon_eek.gif Like I wasn't actually that nervous but around him I actually am smilies/icon_sweatdrop.gif


Not that he would ever like me back though emotion_smilies/icon_0A0.png






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MyCatsLlama
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commentCommented on: Sun Feb 17, 2013 @ 09:22pm
This is cute. smilies/icon_4laugh.gifsmilies/icon_4laugh.gifsmilies/icon_4laugh.gifsmilies/icon_4laugh.gifsmilies/icon_4laugh.gifsmilies/icon_4laugh.gif


commentCommented on: Sun Feb 17, 2013 @ 09:33pm
No part of this is cute emotion_smilies/icon_donotwant.png



BecauseWafflesCanFly
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