today i started my honors classes. I don't know why, but i was acting like a pretty rich white girl.
Only like, one thing from that list is right.
But anyways, it was stupid, i hated it, and the people in the class hated me because yet again, i had already read the books and done the work, so i was way ahead.
How can someone be so smart, yet so stupid?
Half the time i'm nervous to talk/text my boyfriend because i don't know the difference between "your" and "you're". He already said he judges me. (well, he meant it as a joke, but i look too much into things and get over emotional when it comes to him. Ahh well.)
And don't even get me STARTED on my spelling.
But if you talk to me in person, or read the things i've written, (if you can even read it. I've had a child in pre-k who wrote waaayyyyy better then me. Shocker.)
You would see that i'm pretty smart.
But still, i do some really stupid things.
Like the egg in the microwave... Yeah...
Or my tongue in the freezer... Mmmm... Not smart at all.
Or cheating... That... God i'm stupid..
I'm an idiot.
I can't even believe myself. I just...
I just want to go away.
Mais je l'aime trop pour laisser aller ..
C'est probablement la seule chose qui me retient ici.
Je serais au Canada maintenant, mais ...
There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside..