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I really hate those type of girls that linger on guys and bring up their "horrible" past...look you can't change it...and you don't need to tell the whole world or even if its just a lie to get a boy's attention...i don't think its worth it i bet in your own head your thinking i'll make him pity me first and then we'll just ******** each other later because my heart ache's or something...
girls and boys are all alike they go for look's or the "curve" of their body or how build up they are and then they just start ruining their whole lives
i hate it when older adults blame us that our 21st century is bad...because we do alot of innapropate things but then you have to admit you did do almost the same stuff as we did in the past so why?...there's so many thing's i wanna say so much hate inside of me and that anger just releases out of my mouth cursing at the world...i hate being human...but i also hate to die for nothing...ppl's are so stupid these days in society fighting over the little things when all you can do is move on
its fine if you hate who i am right now because we all have our own thoughts and feelings and one day in life you'll have your own conclusions for now we are still learning many new things we have yet to discover...right now i feel like i opened up a bit or more like i learned something new too xD i can't share these feelings to anyone though because i don't want anyone thinking the wrong way...or more like its embarassing or it's just not me to show this kind of feeling because i am always the quiet type and also clueless and have mostly C's and B's in my report cards lol
it's okay to use the same word as everyone else does, its okay to act like someone because we are sharing aren't we? Since when did word's became a property?

When i died herd the song "Sweet Dreams" playing in my head...i was laying their in the middle of the cross walk my eye's dead open while my blood turns cold and stain on my cloths...it snowed and i cried my last tear...this will be my first and last time seeing snow like this...the murmur of the croweded street surrounded or engolfed me then i blacked out after i herd the rush of ambulance comming my way...my last thoughts were "how did i ended up here?" then the flicker of flash of my life zoomed in my head and before i know it i was gone...souless burried under layers and layers of the earths surface and my body will decay into a skeleton and it will sank into the core of the Earth but not all the way because i will be burned into nothing but dirt

everything is an illusion and i fear illusion's or imagination because they are what makes me insane