Narcissistic Nihilist
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A musing of Sorts
Been a while since I have actually posted here about something that wasn't lyrics or a poem. Of course, in a way they all hold my thoughts and views, but that is enough about that. I realized something just a few moments ago. It is too late for me to change for the better. I have fallen too far, and the ascent it would take to achieve what I desire would not occur fast enough to save that which I cherished most dear. So with a smile and a bow, I resign to my fate. Who knows, perhaps I will find peace in what comes after. But that is a hope and a prayer away, because there is no peace for someone who has fallen so low.

Enough about the dark, let us speak of the light, and that which is bright. I found a saying that applies to myself quite well, and yes I will speak of myself. I find that I am highly conceited, vain, and entirely too self centered. Nonetheless it follows as so. "Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth." I wear no mask here, but that is not to say that I am not myself. It's funny, I swear I have begun to glue this mask to my face, and it is becoming permanent. Tis nobody's fault but my own though. What can I say, when you make it so that nothing can bother you, there becomes nothing left to bother. Everything becomes acceptable in your eyes, everything is rational. So why not smile right.

Well i think I have wasted quite enough of your time, so I would be most pleased if you enjoyed your day. Bye~