I honestly dont know what to think about today... I guess it was good but bad. Lets start with the good. The first good thing about today was that my boniisan is my valentine this year, but i wish he was here to spend it with me. Lets see what else was good today...Not much actually good happened today. So now onto the bad...There is just a single person i have so much hatred for...but i cant tell if its twords him or his girlfriend...I think i just hate her so much...but i guess the only reason there actually together is so that she can get back at me for dating one of her ex boyfriend... Me and him WERE the best of freinds till i found out he was dating her then its like our entire friendship just went away...Poof...When i speak to him i get this irritation feeling and all i was to do is just smack sthe s**t out of him but i dont think its him i want to but its her i want to...Ugh this is just making me more irritated as f**k...TT^TT I need my oniisan to come and cheer me up...