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I know I havn't said anything in awhile and i hate that this is waht's bring me back to writting, but its true. My mom's cat died last night. I could tell the moment she started crying. Well no, I guess first I wazs of course worried. She wouldn't stop and she could bearly even roll over. Then she tried to walk. Her back legs dragged behind her. My mom wasn't even home. I was alone with this cat and i was freaking out. My mom was coming home, but it didn't seem fast enough. i had been texting a friend at the time and when I stopped replying her text back. I called him and, while crying, explaned what happen. he tried to help, looking up a vet that would be open. We got direction and my mom finally got hime. By this time Josie (the cat) was tring to crwl around and I was trying to keep her still. All I could do was pet her. My mom took her and I stayed home. I wanted to be there so bad. My friend tried to help me relax but...I couldn't watch TV knowing she was in pain. When I finallyrelaxed enough to put a movie in, I had an odd felling, like this wasn't going to end well. i was about 10 minutes in when I got the call. She wasn't going to make it. there had been a blood clot and her entire back legs were half dead. She was dying and there was nothing they could do to stop it. I sat in the dark for awhile after I hung up. no lights, no sound. Silence. I found my cat, Simba, and held him for a bet, not really beliving that this was happening. But it had. We buried her this morning, in the side yard beside the house. I still can't believe she is gone. so i want to say thank you to Matthew, for being a friend, and Good bye to Josie, who i loved, and now will miss. R.I.P gaia_smilies/icon_angelicwing_left.gifcat_smilies/icon_wink.gifgaia_smilies/icon_angelicwing_right.gif

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