Silent.~ Quiet. Wonderful. Patient. Blissfully dreamy. You were my moment of silence,when I need a moment of pure peace. Wondrous being of light, you helped me in such a way that none will ever understand… I doubt you will ever understand this. You held me quietly, calming the anger and reassuring me time and time again through soft kind words.. soft silent words of the love you held for me. I let you slip through my fingers but in a way, in my mind it was the right thing to do. I’ll remain silent hereafter now. For you were mine.. momentarily.
Lucidity.~ For a moment I understood our love. But it was for only a moment. Darkness once again took hold of this being. I cannot say that I did not try because god knows I tried. I tried to understand this madness, this chaotic love of ours. You were the Angel I longed for. The man I wanted for ever and before I ever thought I wanted a person like you. You are now the man I compare all against, for you were mine for a moment. It was just a moment of Heaven. You were my light. For a moment, I was who I was meant to be and I was happy. I understood all around me and through this short episode of blissful delirium you were mine. Thus.. you will always be a silent dream, a dream of lucidity.
Dream. ~ I am but a Dream.. An involuntarily image that passed your way one day or night… I had not meant to stay so long but the shining light you held to me warmed and invited me. I had wished to be real in your arms. A dream come true as you were for me. A Hope that would materialize and be realized once held. To touch your cheek and gently take your hands with my own.. to feel the physical being that is yourself. I had never wished or dreamt to become your own personal nightmare.. To me.. you were my Dream, so beautifully created.. soo out of arms reach. I sit here crying with you on my mind, dreaming of you.. my dear Dream.
as .. I am.. Star Dream
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· Wed Feb 06, 2013 @ 04:34am · 0 Comments