Every day it gets worse. Every day I think of ending my life. Every day I have a chance.
But every day I don't. Every day I put my mother and my dog ahead of myself. They're the only people who depend on me. Some days I'm too depressed to get up and load my weapon and kill myself.
I'm so goddamn lonely. I hope that will change, but I know it won't.
· Tue Feb 05, 2013 @ 01:30am · 0 Comments