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The Journal Of Bōhasu Mika (紡蓮 魅歌)
Song: Listen
Written By: Jeannette Anne Blanchard

Why did you do that to yourself?
Why did you break your own heart?
You never should have let it start.
You should take responsibility for yourself.
You've begun a one-sided romance,
And you never had a chance.
This is why you need to listen.
There's so much that you're missin'.
You've been living in a fantasy land,
And now to actualize it you demand.
But, you alone had such fantasies.
It was in your head all along,
So get a grip, please.
Learn to tell fiction from reality,
Or you'll go on to do it again.
And, don't you dare try to use pity,
He's not a trophy you may win.
If he doesn't want you,
There's nothing ethical you can do.
You lost when you didn't listen.
Now, you need to learn the lesson.
With a valued relationship on the line,
You never should have assumed.
You'll eventually be fine.
It hurts now, but you're not doomed.
But, why did you do it,
Why did you gamble with your heart?
You never should have let it start.
Never should that fire have lit.
But, you weren't living in reality.
You thought his love was a given thing,
You assumed there was mutuality.
All along, you were assuming.
You were but daydreaming,
Not letting him speak for himself.
Your assumptions were such a foolish thing,
And now you've hurt yourself.
Why did you break your own heart?
You never should have let it start.

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