So I haven't really been on this site for forever but a lot has changed with me. I'm doing a lot better than I used to. And I have a girlfriend biggrin and everything is good right now. But there is still so much to worry about and it makes me think about what we do as humans. Why do we feel this need to ruin the things we have? Why do with feel this need to mess up our own lives? I just, I guess I don't understand the human race. I don't get why we do what we do. I wish I understood things more.