I am feeling so frustrated and depressed right now.
I got a date,but we have yet to go on a second date. And part of me is thinking that I should start moving on cause its just going to become like what happened with the guy I had a fling with before. Yet the other part of me is thinking I am just being impatient and I should take the initiative if I want a second date. I was the one who organized the first one. I was planning to ask him on Feb. 5th for maybe Valentine's Day. But I can't shake the feeling that I should start preparing to move one. Which is sad, cause I really am fond of him. At least I can still be friends, I hope.
And I am still looking for a second job and NO ONE WILL ******** HIRING ME!! DUDE! ******** HIRE ME! I walk in to like 5 restaurants that are barely staffed and they keep giving me the run about and I am like " ******** you dip shits, this is why the economy is bad!"
I just want to go to sleep and not wake up, seriously.
Seven Floors Of Day And Six Staircases Of Night
The inner ramblings of a crazy girl in a crazy world