you gotta help me
so this guy that i've known for a while yeah i asked him out on impulse because why the ******** not and
he made a list of conditions and concerns about the whole relationship. a two page list.
and we went through everything just now. and now i'm going out with him and he's told his friends.
i've never dated a man before. i'm kind of.
you know when you jump into something and immediately want to jump out.
but i liked him a while ago so much that i just had to ask him RIGHT NOW. i forgot about everyone else.
i'm kind of terrified!
i'm going to rationalize now:
the worst that could go wrong is we break up almost immediately after he's told every single person on the planet.
i think---i think i could laugh about that.
"ohhh yeahhh. yeahhh haha that kind of didn't work! we're still good friends, though!"
the fear is irrational.
if my parents find out, they will flay me alive. i can't help it though.
sora wonk Community Member 
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