Hi its been awhile on here. If you knew me a couple years back my bestfriend was Captin_Katie she was my best friend in real life. Ha now we're not even friends. Its funny how things can change. My boyfriend of two years and 6 months broke up last summer. Even though we dated a long time i got over him. I still miss him but i got over it. I was so depressed to. I wouldn't eat wouldn't sleep i thought something was wrong with me. Why he brokeup with me. He told me i wasnt pretty anymore. Finally i got over it a couple months back. Alot of friends helped me and some flings happened here and there. I even managed to rekindle my one old friendship with this guy. This guy i just hes always been there for me sometimes atleast. We dated before and he was my first love. They're right; that you'll always have a special place or your first love. I care for him so much. We text every now and then. I just wish he knew how much he still means to me, i know he likes another girl and its hard but im independant so i can still be happy. But i just wish we lived closer together and so we could hangout alot and actually have fun. I love him. Thats what i found out. This is my life right now and i'm just waiting. <3...