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Sometimes I wish I was onld enough to join the Army. That way i could fight for some purpose if any. All I would have to feel is hate for my enemy, and loyalty to my comrades. Then one day I could give my life honorably, and die in peace knowing that my death was not without purpose. But no, I have to feel love, one sided, all of it, and walk around without purpose with a bowl of heart dust insid ethis pahthetic body. All I want to feel is hate. All I want to want to do is kill. I want to be evil, but its just not happening. I'll never be evil, just miserable.





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    KSMILES
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    commentCommented on: Fri Jun 14, 2013 @ 03:57am
    That is how I felt until one day I found something that changed that.... You. When you walked into into my life, you made me see a different perspective, you made see the beauty of each day, not even my boyfriend could do that. You make me smile every time you talk to me, you make me feel beautiful just by calling me smiles. I feel so lucky to have someone like you. Thank you for always being there for me, I know you always will be. Your hugs are like magic. I love you, you're an amazing friend.

    -Smiles emotion_smilies/icon_awesomeface.gifemotion_smilies/icon_heart.gif


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