******** i feel like s**t right now havent felt this way since i broke up with my ex over a year ago,
So i like this guy right and over the pass 4 months weve gotten real close we both liked each other but wasnt sure what we wanted to happen between us. So for the last 4 months on and off every few weeks its like one minute hes real into me nek minit hes doesnt wanna speak to me and he dont like me anymore so wed stop talking then hes all like why do you ignore me now i told you i liked you and im like what you told me to forget bout it. now this happened atleast 10 times i swear. Yes i should have just been like screw you i dont need you or your drama but this guy geez ive totally fallen for him since the day i met him theres just something about him that is so irrestible to me. so i carried on with this whole hot and cold on and off relationship til one time i decided nope this is enough im sick of this. few weeks later back to start hes all flirty with me so i fall back into the trap weve still only kissed and its driving me crazy i want more with him but he says he doesnt know what he wants so i back off then tonight he tells me he doesnt want to talk to me again and he sick of me ******** him around and deletes me on fb.
So im pretty ******** mad right now and so hurt. i really didnt want to like this guy cause of everything that kept happening but i do so much, I have to seen him tomorrow at course and hes probably not going to talk to me at all.
Wish atleast one of my friends were awake right now so i could talk to
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· Thu Jan 17, 2013 @ 02:28pm · 0 Comments