Well, just what it says in the title. I'm having a horrible time managing my negative feelings. It got so bad the first day that I thought of cutting myself. I've been on and off depressed, and in between my older sister's childish sense of humor and my jealousy of others who's traits I wish I had (cheerful, great sense of humor, social, friendly. I'm feeling more like Lorna than Karen.) and not wanting to be myself because I believe I can change for the better, I don't know how much more I can take.