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my fave songs
This is where I will write my favourite songs in. Sometimes I'll write about my school days.
My last entry was such bull
I take back, the "I don't want to be heartless" crap. s**t. I was better off being my old mean girl self damn it. Why did I became a girl with a heart? ******** this s**t, the wall is getting put back up. When I fall in love with someone, I fall hard because I don't let many people in; so those that I do let in I usually trust completely, well that is my mistake. That is why I need to keep the wall up at all times, I'm vulnerable and I don't want to be. I was happier before I had let people in and only two people made to the heart. The first did nothing but lie to me and when I broke up with him I wasn't normal. The seond broke up with me two months after I broke up with him and well it was over something that I wasn't even willing about, now I don't know what I'm like. Am I like a zombie? Will I always be angry again? I feel cold all the time now ever since he dumped me, I feel hollow. Is there something wrong with me?

Elena Boleyn
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  • User Comments: [2]
    not exactly the way I wanted to establish contact (posting on something like this) but ive tried everything else if you get this id like to talk to you.

    comment Honor Courage Commitment · Community Member · Wed Mar 06, 2013 @ 05:29pm
    I sure as hell don't want to talk to you a*****e. Actually thanks to you, I'm talking to an ex again and I realized how well we get along thank you.

    comment Elena Boleyn · Community Member · Tue Mar 12, 2013 @ 01:45am
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