Why do I feel like I'm never enough?
Why don't I know how to properly love?
Why does everyone always leave me?
Why doesn't anyone ever believe me?
Why can't I just grab the knife and use it?
How many days til I finally lose it?
Why can't I just become angry and yell?
Why do I constantly want to hurt myself?
When will the nightmare finally stop?
Is what I'm asking for really a lot?
Why is it so hard to just take a breath?
Am I really living or waiting for death?