I came up with a wild plan today. Something I never seriously considered before. What was it that I said to Bethany? What was my real reason for leaving the house? To find the truth. To block off all of the influences and find the truth FOR MYSELF without anybody trying to ******** it up. What better way to do THAT than to get myself admitted into a mental hospital?

I'll ask Ari about it later. Since she's been in a mental hospital more than once in her life, she'll know how it goes.

Sarah Connor would be proud. lol