WaterAttire
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a conversation between my kinda gf and i. as u can tell most of what i start to say is nothin more then defending myself and trying, but failing to, defuse the situation. why can i not have a normal gf that isnt a completely self absorbed psycho?


10:32am Jan 7
brenda
-iloveu-
10:33am Jan 7
You
i love you 2, and by the way, if things go the way i hope, ill b applying to collage soon
10:35am Jan 7
brenda
oh smilies/icon_sad.gif then ull meet someone else smilies/icon_sad.gif have fun
10:36am Jan 7
You
no, ill have the education to have a good paying job to support u smilies/icon_smile.gif
10:37am Jan 7
brenda
no ull meet someone else smilies/icon_sad.gif :'(
10:39am Jan 7
You
nope, goingto learn and be a personal trainer. the only thing 4 me at a school is the learning. ur my future, i just want to b able 2 help support u when the time comes 4 me 2
10:41am Jan 7
brenda
my cousin is in college and she had a boyfriend before she went and she met some other guy in college ands they r getting married soon so ya it could happen smilies/icon_sad.gif
10:42am Jan 7
You
im not her, and i have the best gf i could ask 4 smilies/icon_smile.gif you have nothing to worry about
10:43am Jan 7
brenda
I don't no that u could meet a girl and fall in love with her.
10:44am Jan 7
You
i promess i wont babe
10:45am Jan 7
brenda
promise is a big word.
10:45am Jan 7
You
so is love, i use nether one lightly
10:46am Jan 7
brenda
? so u don't love me
10:47am Jan 7
You
i do love you, and i promise ur the only 1 i want. i wouldnt say so if i didnt mean it
10:48am Jan 7
brenda
ic
10:49am Jan 7
You
i will not fall 4 any girl if i do end up in collage
10:49am Jan 7
brenda
well I'll ttyl have fun with ur college thing , iloveu
10:49am Jan 7
brenda
u don't no that
10:51am Jan 7
You
im onbly going to be applying, i love you 2, and i do know
10:59am Jan 7
brenda
well I'm gonna go lay down cus my head hurts
10:59am Jan 7
You
ok, but ido care and do love you, but its like my dream in life 2 b a personal trainer
11:01am Jan 7
brenda
kool I'll ttyl
11:02am Jan 7
You
i wish you wouldnt get so jealous, id never break up with u like that
11:07am Jan 7
brenda
hmm
11:08am Jan 7
You
you have nothing to worrie about, trully u dont
11:09am Jan 7
brenda
ic
11:10am Jan 7
You
i hate when u get like this smilies/icon_sad.gif
11:12am Jan 7
brenda
oh?
11:12am Jan 7
You
u go nap, ill b on after, i love u
11:13am Jan 7
brenda
meh not tired now
11:14am Jan 7
You
thought ur headd hurt
11:14am Jan 7
brenda
it does
11:15am Jan 7
You
then u should lay down and feel better
11:17am Jan 7
brenda
nah
11:18am Jan 7
You
alright if u say so
11:18am Jan 7
brenda
k
11:19am Jan 7
You
mad at me now?
11:20am Jan 7
brenda
yea
11:20am Jan 7
You
because i want to go to collage?
11:21am Jan 7
brenda
yep
11:22am Jan 7
You
u dont want me to try and be a personal trainer? :'(
11:22am Jan 7
brenda
haha do what u want.
11:23am Jan 7
You
w/e
11:23am Jan 7
You
u dont care clearly
11:23am Jan 7
brenda
yep
11:24am Jan 7
You
then ydont u dump me?
11:25am Jan 7
brenda
do u want that probably so u can meet some other girl
11:25am Jan 7
brenda
u don't care about me u never did
11:26am Jan 7
You
no, but u clearly dont care even if i do, and u cant be happy for me
11:26am Jan 7
You
i do care, or id not have said anything
11:29am Jan 7
brenda
omfg I am happy holy s**t don't put words in my mouth u no y I'm mad, I can't control what u do that's y I sed do what u want I'm not ******** dumping u but if that's what u want then dump me but I love u so. and I care about u alot more then u no
11:31am Jan 7
brenda
exactly
11:33am Jan 7
brenda
helllo?
11:35am Jan 7
You
if you were happy for my why would the 1st thing that came out of you saying i was going to dump u and meet some other girl there? i didnt put words into ur mouth, you didnt speak the words to say otherwise. i tell u time and time again what i want is you and only you. dont swear, i dont toward you, at least show me that much in return. i love you, but stop trying to make me seem like im a monster. ive never done anything to hurt you, not on purpose. only you thinking i am going to do something wrong is what is hurting u love. you know i wouldnt do anything, im not like those guys that world.
11:36am Jan 7
brenda
ya u did put words in my mouth saying I wanna dump u and I dont
11:38am Jan 7
You
then why do u act like you dont want me around all the time when ur mad? and y do u get mad at me so often when i havnt done anything?
11:39am Jan 7
brenda
u did do something
11:39am Jan 7
You
what did i do?
11:40am Jan 7
brenda
idk ur gonna meet some girl in college tho
11:42am Jan 7
You
but i havnt done anything, i havnt met a girl, i havnt even applied yet. nothing has happened and ive done nothing. its all in ur mind.
11:52am Jan 7
brenda
kool
11:53am Jan 7
You
u have no reason 2 be mad. i havnt done anything so far right? dosnt that even a little prove i wont later?
11:54am Jan 7
brenda
so ur gonna leave me whatever
11:55am Jan 7
You
i never said that, and ive only ever said i wont
11:56am Jan 7
brenda
u just sed that things will change later on meaning ur gonna dump me smilies/icon_sad.gif
11:58am Jan 7
You
when? i never said anything of the sort. dont put words in my mouth now love. im not going to dump u
12:00pm Jan 7
brenda
ya u did u sed u haven't done anything then u sed that doesn't mean u won't later go back and read the message
12:03pm Jan 7
You
" i havnt done anything so far right? dosnt that even a little prove i wont later?" thats what i said, meaning that, dosnt how ive been so far prove that i will continue to be this way and not do what i have not done in the past?
12:03pm Jan 7
brenda
sure
12:05pm Jan 7
You
god, dont use 1 word answers. i have no idea what ur saying "sure" too. if its sarcastic or ur actualy agreeing
12:05pm Jan 7
brenda
idk what do u think
12:06pm Jan 7
You
oh my god, how the hek am i suppose to know if i just said i didnt know?
12:07pm Jan 7
brenda
oh
12:11pm Jan 7
You
w/e
12:11pm Jan 7
brenda
ok
12:12pm Jan 7
brenda
took long enough to reply if probs talkin to michelle
12:12pm Jan 7
brenda
ur*
12:12pm Jan 7
You
sure
12:14pm Jan 7
brenda
yep how's she doin
12:14pm Jan 7
You
u tell me
12:15pm Jan 7
brenda
ur talkin to her
12:16pm Jan 7
You
sure
12:17pm Jan 7
brenda
yep
12:17pm Jan 7
You
have fun with them guys u add every day
12:18pm Jan 7
brenda
have fun with michelle
12:19pm Jan 7
You
k, think what u want, i give up, u win
12:19pm Jan 7
brenda
I'm not dumb I no u talk to other girls u hide it. and I don't ******** talk to other guys sorry I'm not a whore I only talk to u and by the way they add me
12:20pm Jan 7
brenda
do what u want
12:20pm Jan 7
You
i dont hide anything, you just chose to see what isnt there =/ and u may not send the requests, but u dont decline them
12:22pm Jan 7
brenda
kool I'm not arguing about stupid s**t I'm done
12:22pm Jan 7
brenda
have fun with whatever u do in life
12:23pm Jan 7
You
you started the argument, not me, i only defended myself and tried to tell you i care 4 you..... well it dosnt mater
12:23pm Jan 7
You
ur dumping me then?
12:24pm Jan 7
brenda
u don't love me u love other girls
12:24pm Jan 7
You
i do love you, but u just wont let me
12:26pm Jan 7
brenda
kool well u have a good day
12:26pm Jan 7
brenda
I love u always
12:26pm Jan 7
You
u didnt answer, are u dumping me?
12:28pm Jan 7
brenda
I did let u
12:28pm Jan 7
You
yes or no?
12:29pm Jan 7
brenda
y do u care u love someone else
12:31pm Jan 7
You
no, so please, just answer
12:32pm Jan 7
brenda
hmm answer urself that question
12:33pm Jan 7
You
just tell me
12:33pm Jan 7
brenda
tell u what
12:34pm Jan 7
You
are you dumping me? are we still together?
12:36pm Jan 7
brenda
idk r we
12:36pm Jan 7
You
i asked so y would i know the answer if i asked it?
12:38pm Jan 7
brenda
omfg
12:39pm Jan 7
You
i want to b together, so tell me are you dumping me
12:40pm Jan 7
brenda
noooooooooooooo ffs
12:40pm Jan 7
You
u dont need to get mad, i was asking because u seemed like it
12:42pm Jan 7
brenda
hmmm I'm gonna go lay Down ttyl
12:42pm Jan 7
You
k
12:43pm Jan 7
brenda
Michelle is online
12:44pm Jan 7
You
i havnt, nor ever will, talk 2 her
12:44pm Jan 7
brenda
hmmm ttyl
12:45pm Jan 7
You
good-bye
3:45pm Jan 7
brenda
hi
3:46pm Jan 7
You
hi
3:52pm Jan 7
brenda
hows michelle
3:53pm Jan 7
You
im going to jamies place, and before u start, jamie is a guy. later
4:15pm Jan 7
brenda
cya


(the next day)
4:33am Jan 8
You
i've been talking with my friend jamie and, frankly, if you so much as try to start up the arguments you have been having as of late, thou i deeply do not wish to, and i do love you, i will have no choice but to leave. if i did not care i would not give you this chance to stop. at this point it is yours, ether stop arguing and accusing me of things or ill leave. i can not handle that anymore.
10:43am Jan 8
brenda
then I'll kill myself if u leave me
10:47am Jan 8
brenda
?
10:53am Jan 8
brenda
k don't answer then I'm going for coffee with Courtney I'll talk to u wen I'm back if u wanna talk that is. btw I'm sorry
10:54am Jan 8
brenda
I'm going for coffee with Courtney I'll talk to u wen I get home if u wanna talk btw I'm sorry
11:20am Jan 8
You
dont go and kill urself, and i juts got home so ill b here when ur home