Today I woke up and felt pretty good.
Like most of my days, that doesn't seem to last long. For today, I let go of something that I desperately tried holding on to. Something I knew I should of let go of weeks ago, but I'm not one to let go so easily.
But, today I did.
I had to. Recent things only set to spiral me back into a place I fought so hard to dig myself out of. I wasn't going to return to that darkness again. Not this soon. Not over this. I can already feel the darkness closing in. Its something I must face and fight back through once again.
Thankfully, I have some good friends that will see this sudden change again. They will question. I will balk at their questions as I typically do. They know me well enough to know that I battle the demons again and those that are closest will be there to support but know I must face this alone.
Like each time I've been through it.
I shall fight back.
This one won't destroy me.
They aren't worth it.
· Tue Jan 08, 2013 @ 07:42pm · 1 Comments