I really don't know the point of trying to have a relationship anymore. With anyone. I don't feel the need to try to maintain any of them anymore...any connections with people. I don't make new ones anymore because they just turn out troublesome or people just turn on me. There's no point I can see anymore, there's no happiness i get from meeting new people. There's no joy in remembering the ones I used to know. I can't feel a point to anything anymore. I've tried to maintain, I've tried to help, I've tried to reach out & connect, I've tried everything in my power to understand. Now I'm just tired. I'm worn out & horrifically dejected. Sometimes I wish I was just a doll with no emotions, thoughts or feelings whatsoever. That I didn't make or have the need to make these connections. I don't know how to be anymore. I'm sick of this now.
· Sat Jan 05, 2013 @ 04:07pm · 0 Comments