I'm not good with people at all, therefore it is extremely hard for me to make friends. I actually used to be pretty sociable but everything changed due to trust. I can never faith in anyone that easily anymore because when people become friends and then find you boring (or pretty insane like me) at some point, they would ignore you or take little notice. Because of this experience many times, I became a socially awkward introverted person. Right now, I really only consider three people as close friends, some acquaintances, and the rest strangers.