...is something I cannot escape.
Anyway I just keep obsessing over the human loop.
At first you're a kid, upset over the fact that you can't do this or that just because you're a kid, you're upset because you know you're supposed to grow up, but you secretly think you won't. You can't imagine not being a kid.
And then you start middle school, the first schooling where grades begin to matter. But its alright, no one sees those. Especially colleges. Oh god, college is so far away. It doesn't matter, not yet at least.
And then, before you know it you're stressed as ******** and you're in high school. Every move you make is a step closer to college. Oh god, will you even get accepted? Who knows.
College. You have to get in a good college so you can get a good job so you can spend your life doing that, something you probably don't even enjoy. Then you quit, and spend the rest of your life, old, not doing much because in you're state. there's not much you can do. Bones brittle, a fall could be the end for you.
I don't understand why someone who wishes to become a doctor has to do well in all their schooling, why can't one just learn medicine without all of this? Its like they're just trying to make it difficult, some of it is helpful, but most isn't.