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The secret side of me, I never let you see
I keep it caged but I can't control it
So stay away from me, the beast is ugly
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it
It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls
It comes awake and I can't control it
Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
My secret side I keep hid under lock and key
I keep it caged but I can't control it
'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart
No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream
Maybe it's inside of me, stop this monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I've gotta lose control, he something radical
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
That song was by Skillet.(If you're going to listen to it, its not slow it is sort of a rock) That's kind of what I have inside of me. Truly this is not my soul, I hope.
Truly, I haven't told you the whole story about my monster. Well, I'm going to tell you. I think this is what happened I can't remember past 1 year ago.
Ok, I was a scared little girl, like little girls are. I was always tougher than most girls. Not as much as boys though. I remember some points where I was playing with my sister. I can't remember what happened next it's all, hazy and clogged up.
I'm trying my best to think. Something happened, I have no idea. I can't think of anything past that. Since then I feel stronger, tougher, smarter. I can't remember anything, I can remember every elementary teacher I've ever had and their names, except my 3rd grade teacher. Ms. Acen /Mrs. Mcclenan K(she got married), Mrs. Bill 1st, Mr. Wright 2nd, Mrs. ... 3rd, Ms. Stearling 4th, and Ms.Moore 5th. Now I'm just..... different. There are claw and teeth marks on my bed side, and they were by me. That isn't right! Help me!
 Deadlyflame223 · Thu Jan 03, 2013 @ 04:01am · 0 Comments |
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