sure, you might have thought we were too close or something. i dont know the reason. but come on paul, at least tell me what was happening? s**t
i think, even now, im still waiting. after you signed in yesterday and i saw you post, my reaction scared me. i felt so attached and i dont know why. if you were to come back, i think i'd probably still want a relationship with you. i dont know if it is because you, or it is just the feeling of being in love that i want.
maybe i should just take a break from dating and whatever. try and move on slowly.
this is stupid and it should never have turned out this way!
