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Half of the time when I write in this journal I'm venting. Please don't think I'm a brat when I complain about the most trivial s**t..
Dude I got more people up my a** then I ever have all my life!

It's so weird!

All my family! UP MY a** LIKE NO OTHER!!

And oh my goood my cousin is the biggest c**t-hole known to man. smilies/icon_rofl.gif She's so full of smugness, cheap shots, talking under the breath, and all that s**t. NEWSFLASH, c**t... you ain't about that fighter life. smilies/icon_rofl.gif You walk with your head up now but in the streets you walk with your head down. Wimp.

And she's such a corny geeek, man. So backwards on all social s**t. And she doesn't believe it! She's not up with the times, at all. She doesn't know anything about how people talk, hang out..she's never talked to a boy in her life. I got guys hitting me up daaaily. smilies/icon_blaugh.gif

I'm the lazy type, i like to chill... Whenever I'm at home I just like to eat, chill in my room, you know. smilies/icon_cool.gif She gets so up my a** about cleaning and "blah blah blah you're ruining your life!" Oh my god like shut up.. i'm 18, I can handle my own life. smilies/icon_rofl.gif When I used to have my own room I used to keep it sooooo cuh-leeeaaaan. Spotless! I'm responsible about my own space! I share the room now, so not really. smilies/icon_xp.gif

I remember how much freedom I had last year. I used to be able to skip all my classes as much as I like.. go to people's houses.. restaurants.. have fun... chill out... I've done quite a lot, there are lots of things she doesn't know. smilies/icon_cool.gif But of course, like a lot of people, what they don't know they make assumptions about and turn circumstantial s**t into concrete facts... And when she's out projecting and hollering about the assumptions she's made about my life I'm kind of just like.. emotion_smilies/icon_eyebrow.png Okay? As long as you don't know, I'm good! Hahahaha!!

She doesn't know what it's like to be truly close with somebody. Really know somebody like the back of your palm. My family is not that close knit. We enjoy eachother's company, we have lots of fun, they know my favorite color.. a few of my hobbies.. but when it comes to things like hopes and dreams and visions and philosophy and attitudes... what we have faith in.. what we want to accomplish in the end... how we love.. how we suffer.. our aura.. how all our chakras are lined up.. they don't know that s**t about me. smilies/icon_rofl.gif So please, don't go thinking you know me. I don't know you either! So let's just leave it at that and call it a damn day. smilies/icon_rofl.gif You've only scratched the surface.. And truth is stranger than fiction. smilies/icon_wink.gif

yawn, once again I'm venting. I love my cousin. Would give my life for her. We've just been butting heads a lot, like lots of people. She probably writes things about me too.. haha. I'll de-fume soon..

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