I need to learn to be happy by just being me.
I can't just be "happy", Just because I'm around other people. That's not real happiness.
I'm doing my best to stay optimistic about life and everything. I know I have SO MUCH to be grateful for. I mean, hell, I BEAT CANCER!! I'm not constantly sick, or in and out of hospitals anymore! If that's not enough to put a little kip in my step, I'm not sure what will... But every now and then, I just get real tired like, and I don't feel up for anything. I know things will get better. It's not a matter of doubt. But I feel like I can't get anything done, which keeps me from wanting to START anything.
I know it may sound simple enough. Just get up and do something.
I'm trying to follow a fortune cookie (of all things), and what it says is "When in doubt, just take the next small step.
No matter what, I'm not going to bother worrying if I am going to finish something, or fail, or whatever else would keep me from moving forward. I'm gonna keep moving until I can't anymore! It's doubt that keeps me from moving forward and it's doubt that I'm going to eliminate!
· Sat Dec 29, 2012 @ 11:38pm · 0 Comments