It was really wrong to have tried the path where I'm all lovey-dovey with humanity. Frankly, it gave me more grief than it gave me happiness. Choosing what to believe in isn't as easy as they make it appear to be. The crux of the matter is that I've disappointed not only others but also myself gravely. I want to be able to remember the things I threw away but even I know that it's been giving me so much pain that the only logical thing to do at the time was to throw it in the wind. Someday I hope that I wouldn't have to run away. Well, yeah, someday...