mistakes are horrible arent they? im gonna tell this to you in the form of a story. the day grew longer and longer and colder and colder. That person knew all those things and laughed.
again the dreams shifted. and this time he saw himself as no one
he saw being afraid of everything. he saw all his mistakes.
he saw and then he saw himself taking 5 of them and taking a sip of liquid, then taking five more and drinking some more and he couldnt stop. himself with a bottle in a hand and a glass of clear liquid in the other. FOREVER. but the dreams the images of what he knew was happening hurt him too much. made him feel too weak for anything. made him feel useless. and broken. as broken and ruined as a heart after it has been denied he wanted to leave. to grow wings and fly away from there. but he couldn't and he couldn't wake up either. he'll make it! he has to!! he's been through worse!!! and he would not leave he would keep suffering as he had made people suffer. he would keep hurting and would not stop he would not be able to leave. he was not going to die only pass out he knew that because someone always found him walking the thin line between both dimensions.
hehe tada~ i leave you with my first entry x)
· Wed Dec 19, 2012 @ 12:27am · 0 Comments