I've tried my best to go to sleep, but I couldn't. Even when I really wanted to. When I felt really tired. I even started crying.. my two cats began to surround me. It was like they were trying to cheer me up. It was nice, and so I stopped crying. It was nice while it latest. They went back to fighting with each other and I had to separate them. They've been a real handful.. clingy, most of the time. A real pain, too.
I don't know. Part of me needs reassurance. From somebody. Anybody! Just as long as I have something to look forward to in the future. I always feel like I have no one here for me.. even when I know that isn't the truth. I know why I can feel like. It's because I don't trust any of them. None of them. And it sucks!
You know, I feel a bit better typing it out and expressing my emotions. Though, not the part of people actually reading it. And the fact that one day I might reread this garbage. I'll got over it. There I go rambling again.. I don't talk much in real life because most people don't bother to listen to what I have to say. It's kind of disheartening. No one should have to be ignored.
Daaaaaaaamn. I really hate having to start off on such a grim topic. You know me! Always so moody and complaining. Going on and on about my problems. Ignoring the world around me as I do. This is why I stopped writing in the first place. I was too negative.
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