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12/6/12

Oh god....I'm... so lost...
...
...
around...October or September...I broke up with my Girlfriend...
and even though it didn't last very long...I am not ashamed to admit that when she finally agreed to start dating me that i was overjoyed...ecstatic even.
But...Stupid me...I wimped out... The "distance" factor kicked in... I broke up with her because... "the distance was hurting me"
....
Did i want to do it..?
...
No. Not at all.
...why did i do it?
Because i'm a fool. I lost an amazing girl. I lost a girl any guy could ask for.
I lost Destiny. Destiny Marie Kaiser.
I loved this girl, truly loved. And I still do. Now shes dating some other guy...and all I can do is be jealous..
...
saying this now, I feel like Taylor. remember that girl i bitched over because she left me? yeah. she left me because of the distance factor as well...but...now i guess i know how it feels...
but...Unlike Taylor...I want a second chance on this... but...I'm scared that the second chance will never happen, because of my pure stupidity..
I miss Destiny, and I still talk to her...I'm just.....so sorry....

Now Cayce. Cayce Stewart.
You....-sigh-
I'm not gonna give anything away here but you know I'm your friend...
why wont you let me help you with your..."problem"?
Do you WANT to keep living a life like this...? please...just trust me....You said you do...now just take the chance...

Genesis Lopez in my school....I WARNED YOUR a** NOT TO DO THAT.
WARNED IT OVER OVER PUTA!!
NOW BECAUSE OF YOUR STUPID DECISION, YOU'RE PREGNANT PENDEJA!!
STUBBORN CHILD, WHY WONT YOU LISTEN TO YOUR FRIENDS THAT ARE TRYING TO HELP YOU!? NOW YOUR WHOLE ESCUELA LIFE IS RUINED BECAUSE YOU DONT THINK RIGHT. YOU COULD OF HAD A FUTURE. JUST BECAUSE UR QUINCE DOESNT MEAN YOU'RE GONNA BE ON SOME MTV SHOW. GOD HELP YOUR SORRY a**!!!





 
 
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