the more I think about you the more I find you entangled into my life. I'm not quite sure how that works considering we haven't talked in so long. The safest thing is to lock the memories away that always seem to escape at this time of year.
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I ran into Dean today. Ironically my boyfriend had run into him yesterday too. I don't think he knows that we ended up getting together after the project we all worked on. We were both in a hurry and my day wasn't starting out to great but it put a smile to my face to see someone that I know.
I've made friends with Twin and Indie Kid in my photography class. Twin is in fact not at all like the girl I thought she was a twin of. Which is a-okay. I don't remember if Indie Kid was even the nickname I gave him before but oh well. We get along really well. He's sarcastic in a way that you often can't tell, but I'm slowly figuring it out.
The other day I found we were both struggling with faith coming from schools that were very religious as well as families that are as well. Sometimes I think we're more similar than I first imagined. I'd like our friendship to continue. He seems like he enjoys me and Twin a lot so I hope so. It's so hard to keep friends at this age. It's so hard.
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Life is difficult right now. Having to deal with school and keep up with the majority of homework is stressing me out. One more day of classes after today and then two days of finals. It's been so hard because all I want to do this week is see Ira because being with him is one of the few ways I can relax nowadays. But even when I'm with him half the time I have to work on homework.
It's a few days to vacation and I guess I just have to keep reminding myself of this. Things will get better, I know they will. I just have to get through this.