Like a dreamers mind. Sometimes a love that is so pure it comes back to haunt ones mind... well sometimes a person doesnt let it go and it merely stays on ones mind. When thought about it gives the person a little sting and the one cannot help but sigh at what could have been.
XD Well I am not being haunted. I am loved and I am trying to understand him. We are both different but the same. I cannot understand the fact that he wants me purely and simply. Where as I am.. well.. I'm a brat. Yeah I know he reads this and I'd appreciate it if people stay out of my relations. Far too much has happened to me and him to let this slide. XD You can all pretend that you know who it is but.. I'm not letting anyone know this time. Those of you who Looooove to HATE me can.. SUCKIT!!! ~hipthrust/fistpumptohips~ LMAO!
Anywho. As for the lug that I am infatuated with.. XD I Looooooooooooooove you... The thought of you still hits me like a ton of bricks. We have to slow down I think.. I've seen what happens when people rush into these things.. Our love fizzles out and then.. we grow bored of each other. Then.. we start not paying attention to each other.. then.. we lose each other. I DONT WANT that! You are the most patient person I know and I'm hoping we can slow down a bit. Just a bit. pllleeeease I have a bad track with speeding things up. I want to do this differently.I dont want to be the fool and rush into this.. then lose track of you or me. I love you so much. Just please.. be patient. lol.. I know what hes gonna say to me.. Can imagine it already. "Star I AM PATIENT! YOU SLOW DOWN!!!"
As always.. I'm me.
Over and out.
ll trouble ll
· Wed Nov 28, 2012 @ 03:54pm · 0 Comments