It feels like everything is shaking..
My heart is beating very fast and hard.
What do I do...?
I'm losing everyone...
Am I going crazy?
I don't know what to do..
I don't know why I'm losing them all...
I keep thinking of things that I don't want to.
Regretful things..
What if.....
What if I had never met Elfy?
None of this would be happening...
But I wouldn't be who I am today..
But I often wonder if that's even a good thing.
The shaking feels almost violent..
Will I die..?
Can I die..?
Its just too much anymore...
I'm tired of losing people that I care the most about...
It's your fault...STOP RUNNING THEM AWAY...