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My thoughts, ideas, and personal rules I try to live by, plus a few other things.
*sighs* Why do affairs of the heart have to be so difficult to deal with... Why is it so hard- ... It's like the Queen so goes, "Can... anybody... find me... somebody to, love..." Actually, I think I may have already found someone, but there are a few problems. If you think it's an age thing, it ain't. I guess the main problem is I'm afraid of the possibility of rejection... I don't want to push, yet I'm afraid if I don't do something, I may end up waiting too long. I love to make her laugh, and i love it when she makes ME laugh... We've only been friends for around a month and talking for a couple weeks, and I think she only thinks of me as a friend. I like her as a friend, but a little more though. She recently ended a relationship with a guy that really didn't love her, to the best of my knowledge, anyway... I don't want her to think I'm the same way, that's why I don't want to push... Maybe it's another case of my wanting something, or someone, rather, that I can't have... I don't know, I really just don't know... My heart aches at the possibility of her falling for someone else, but like I said, I don't want to push... I won't say her name, because she may read this and I don't want to scare her off. She means quite a bit to me. I value our friendship too much and don't want to loose that friendship. If anyone reading this has any advice, add it in a comment. If you want to know if it's you that I'm talking about, send me a private message, and i'll let you know (To that special lady I'm talking about, I'll answer if I can muster up the courage, lol.)

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